Over a year ago, I met this girl, didn't think we'd be close at all, thought it was gonna be one of those "Oh hey it's that person I met the other day, how you doing type things"
Boy I was wrong.
Not that I'm complaining of course, I'm glad I met her. At that time I had a really pessimistic outlook on life and people, talking to her pretty much everyday since I met her, going through so much shit together, and talking to her as we speak I realise. She is my favorite girl ever.
Ellen Murphy. I think you're amazing. Thank you for being alive. x
Tuesday, 30 November 2010
Wednesday, 24 November 2010
Monday, 1 November 2010
Right now it seems all I know and love is gone, except my beat up guitar and unfinished songs.
Life is becoming very fucking repetetive for me.
As of early september I started living alone since my mother moved to Jordan (middle east) and took my siblings with her, to raise them in a "muslim" community, and I quote "not turn out like me." Don't blame her to be honest, I am the only athiest in the family.
Dad moved away with his new wife cos I refuse to have anything to do with her but he still visits from time to time so it's good to know the love is still there.
Here is a typical day for me:
Wake up and do morning tings.
Go college (alot of the times late.)
Come home and nap for a while.
Waste my time/do some work till I get tired then sleep again.
Apart from weekends and other days off, this is what I have been doing for the past 2 months and I have a feeling this is what this year is going to look like.
I have written almost 30 songs since my parents left, most of them not even finished, and I'm not even gonna finish off what I have to say here cos I'm bored and this is now nonsense.
As of early september I started living alone since my mother moved to Jordan (middle east) and took my siblings with her, to raise them in a "muslim" community, and I quote "not turn out like me." Don't blame her to be honest, I am the only athiest in the family.
Dad moved away with his new wife cos I refuse to have anything to do with her but he still visits from time to time so it's good to know the love is still there.
Here is a typical day for me:
Wake up and do morning tings.
Go college (alot of the times late.)
Come home and nap for a while.
Waste my time/do some work till I get tired then sleep again.
Apart from weekends and other days off, this is what I have been doing for the past 2 months and I have a feeling this is what this year is going to look like.
I have written almost 30 songs since my parents left, most of them not even finished, and I'm not even gonna finish off what I have to say here cos I'm bored and this is now nonsense.
Tuesday, 12 October 2010
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